In a good way.
Fell down the stairs and hurt my leg, so missed P.E. It wasn’t a very good start haha.
I realised today that, there is a pleasure you can get out of just… being. The more time I spend in their company, the more my heart returns to Him and Alhamdulillah.As days go by, the bitterness disappears and I’m starting to remember how good it feels to just… pay someone a random compliment and make them smile, to make them feel good. Today was one of those days; just smiles and happiness and…a couple of tears lol.
This afternoon, I had to a speaking and listening. I used something I wrote a year or so ago, but changed around a bit. It was about depression, a stillborn baby.After a while, I got really emotional and I started crying lol. I half planned to, but… it just brought back so many memories and idk lol. They loved it though. Alhamdulillah. But I don’t think I’ll be reading anything so personal again anytime soon.
I think today I learnt a lot about myself. It was just a reminder that, I’m still on the learning curve but it also reminded me that there is always hope and things get better.
Alhamdulillah. La Tahzan InnAllaha ma’ana. <3
I’m finally leaving the past.