Tired. But content. Alhamdulilah.
May 2012
haha awww :’) mum brought me a cookbook as a gift! Alhamdulillah. So the dream begins ;o
I just need to get out there and do something amazing insha’Allah.
Entering my first writing competition in so long. Nervous. Excited. Gah. Insha’Allah!
What a wonderful day for sitting inside and revising brap brappp le sigh
Thomas Hardy’s books are so good they make me want to cry.
If you haven’t read any of them, the Mayor of Casterbridge is a pretty good place to start.
Lovestruck.
And maybe the sunshine is meant to last far longer than the storms did.
FINALLY all the prep work is finished and I can finally start my final piece for art! It’s based on the future, middle easern architecture, calligraphy and interior design. And I’m doing it in the style of my tumblr page!! :’)
This is the first time in like three years I’ve been excited about art. I thought I’d lost my passion for it entirely. Alhamdulillah!
Sometimes one of the things that keeps me motivated is the fact that this world seems so big and daunting. It’s rather comforting to know that one day, I could be somewhere far far away from here with wonderful, amazing people who are right at this very minute going about their norm. Not that there’s anything wrong with here. Or the people around me. But yeah you get what I’m trying to say.
Just a few more years insha’Allah. And I can’t wait for it all.
When I’m not too young to make a difference.
When I;m not too young to make my own decisions. There’s so much I want to do.
Live life as a student, and study a subject which satisfies me.
Travel the middle east, and spend some time as part of a beautiful, Islamic community. To grow in faith, to witness the breathtaking sights and the smells and the tastes. To see it all for myself.
I want to find a soulmate, get married; fall in love. Come back to our small well decorated home and be able to spend time with my family. Spend time with my kids, my cousins, those most important to me, then head off to the mosque for a while. Invite friends round on the weekend and cook them a meal, and go on outings to different places. Live a full Islamic way of life insha’Allah.
I want to be able to say that I have experienced the ways of life. I want to grow as a person, and give everything I can.
And I am so, so excited for everything to come. Just a few more years. Insha’Allah.